Hello to all those bloggers and friends who browse through my blog.
I feel its time for to share with you all about my life when im in penang till now where im working in singapore, i hope my post today will reach out to those who are currently in foreign country looking for job and those who think they have nothing left in their lifes.

I was born on 6th may 1987 in Penang, Malaysia.
I enroll in Trinity Methodist Church in Penang on year 1992 - 1993 before i move on to primary school on 1994 in Pykett Methodist (Now renamed to Sekolah Kebangsaan Pykett). I was actively involved in school activities such as Badminton, Table Tennis, Football and Athletic.
I would stay back after school everyday for my cca activities. Even though i represent my school team in Badminton and Table Tennis but i never got a chance to participate in any of the sport because of my school cancel all state competition on our school so that we can concentrate on our studies.
But that doesnt stop me from training everyday and eventually i managed to earn gold medal in my sports day for High Jump, 100 meters, 4 x 100 meters and Badminton for 3 years in a row.
I graduate from Pykett Methodist on 1999 after passing my UPSR with 3 a's for English, Malay and Maths before moving to Methodist Boy's School to start my Secondary school from year 2000 till 2004.

Everything went wrong went i mixed with wrong people and end up skipping school regularly and involed in fights. To make matter worst my love life came crushing down after one another and its a big blow for me so i tried to commit suicide in school by cutting my hand and swallow panadols at school and end up admitted to hospital for 4 agonizing days.
After i check out from hospital i thought things will be alright but i was wrong, everyday at school i have to go through numerous caunseling session which lasted for weeks because i dont cooperate with Befrienders ( Befrienders are a non profit organisation formed up to help those who have problem).
As you know when you are young and you have a hot temper, so regularly i would involved in fights in and outside of school, i even treated my parents badly and threaten to send my dad to old folk's home when im 21 if he keep on scolding me.

I believe most of the teenagers nowadays will go through the same probblem as me...you know why??
That's because we always keep all the problem in us and dont wanna share it with your parents.
You can ask my friends how many times my heart has been broken and how many times i tried to kill myself. Ask yourself is it worth it?
Everytime people look at my hand and ask me whats with your all the scars on your hand? I would tell them i commit suicide because of love, they would say im stupid but i never regret doing all that because thats my past, and without my past i wont be here writting about my life to share with all of you.

After i graduate from Secondary School even though i got expelled halfway through Sec 5 but im still allow to take my SPM i started my working life as an apprentice in Car Acssesories shop in Jalan Pahang which belong to my cousin's husband, i work there for 2months and before i quit there i managed to strike a deal with my cousin's husband to install Audio system in my car for RM2,000 which i told him i will pay him by installment.
I tried to work in quite alot of place in 2 years time even though i always work like 2-8monts for each job such as a waiter in Shangri La's Shang Palace, Duaria Motor's Kia as salesman, Eon's Mitsubishi as salesman, Sime Darby's Hyundai as salesman, Ss Realtor's as Property Agent and Citibank as Credit Card department, Cubar and Hardwicke @ Bistro as waiter cum bartender.
While working in all those job, 1 things i will never grow bored of and that is driving my car around. I started to race illegally in Gurney Roundabout when im 17 before started street's racing. My obsession for racing and styling keep growing till i wanna upgrade to a better engine so basically all my salary i get at the end of the month i will invest on my car.
Im driving a Proton Satria at that time which belong to my mother but i keep modding it till my mother dont even dare to drive it so the car can consider to be mine =) .
My passion for racing grew and i seek help from my mother to transplant an engine and with the financial support from my mother i managed to sought Mivec 1.6 RS which at that time cost around RM6.5k in Butterworth and i quickly pay RM500 as deposit.
A few days before i transplant my engine i was involved in an accident on Balik Pulau which almost took my life but i was lucky because my car was hold by 2 trees before my car manage to plunge down of the cliff. Because of the incident my mother dont allow me to transplant engine anymore.




2 years has passed since the accident and i managed to brain wash my mother to allow me to transplant engine because all my friends car is faster than mine because mine is just 1.3cc which is around 60horsepower?
I managed to transplant to Mitsubishi GSR 1.8T at last for RM10,000 but things doesnt end there because my engine was not in a very good condition so untill now i still havent fully mod up my car yet.

Im gonna fast forward now to 2008.
I managed to meet a girl which i think is the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with. Even though im 21 at that time and she is 30 but for me age does not matter because i trully love her alot, but in the end same she leave without a reason, feeling heart broken and got no path to walk i decided to take a risk and come to Singapore to start over a new life.
My life when i first started to come Singapore is as worst as hell because i got no friends at all and im staying at my aunt's place. She usually sleep at 10pm and back in Penang i usually sleep at 2am so i would go down to 7 eleven to buy newspaper and some snack and i would sit on the bench below my HDB to smoke and read newspaper till 2am before going back up to sleep.
This goes on for a few weeks and at that time i really feel like crying because there's no one there to support me and no one to talk to. But thanks to my friend back in Penang, he managed to get hold 1 of his friends number and tell him im down here so he contacted me and bring me around when he is free. He was a member of SPI (Singapore Paranormal Investigator) back then so he introduce me to join and i glad i did because from there i get to know Sponge and he is the 1st friend i know in Singapore and he would accompany me go out whenever i feel boring, so Sponge, thank you for what you did and i appreciate it.

It tooks me 2 months to find a job in Singapore, and since then i get to know more and more friends and i even get to find back my love life where i thought i lost forever here.

Sometimes when things doesnt go your way doesnt mean its the end for you, it just a new beginning.Please stay strong in your life and i believe things will go your way if you have a positif thinking.
For those who are job hunting in a foreign country like my good friends Euwayne, dont give up yet, i know its hard for you now because you have to depend on yourself, have faith in yourself, when i come to Singapore i would never imagine i would be able to survive on myself but i did.
Things doesnt come easily because if it does you will never appreciate it.

To those who feel that there;s no one to hear their sorrow please contact me, we may not know each other but i know how u feel and i would listen to your problem without complaining.
You all can add me in MSN - eike87kusch@hotmail.com

Please always remember that there are always people who are more unfortunate than you..

Sincerely,
BuRnInGsUnZ