Wow, its been awhile since i last updated my blog eh...well im back in Penang, Malaysia now though..im gonna update once i have more free time..

nothing much happen today because i sleep untill 5pm+ before my friend called me up and ask me whether is it ok if he come over and make some adjustment to his resume. After everything is done i called up my dear and ask her whether wanna head to Orchard to have a drink or not and she said yes.
Before head down to Orchard me and my friend went to Causeway Point's money changer to change RM(Ringgit Malaysia) to $(Sing Dollar) and to my supprise u know whats the exchange rate?? its $1 = RM3.90 ....its fucking rip off to me but my friend got no choice but to change his RM100 to $ which is only $39.
While in MRT heading to Orchard my friend's bro sms him and tell him that they are goin to Brix again and ask us to join them, so i sms my dear to tell her that i will be goin to Brix later, and she told me then she wont go Orchard because she is still at home.
3mins after i hang up my friend received a call from his bro telling him that the plan has been cancelled. Me and my friend still continue with our plan and head to Orchard.
Just imagine what can 2 broke person can do there?? We head to 7-eleven to buy H20 isotonic drink for me and he buy 2 vitasoy and we sit on the bench outside Takashimaya and chit chat till 11pm before head home.
Too lazy to type anymore.....
Meet up wit sponge and cs in plaza 888 coffee shop where we chat there till 4am before i tell them im tired and i head home..
Guess what?? while im typing this cs and sponge is at below my coffee shop sitting there while waiting for the 1st bus to get home.. LOL... feel pity for them...

Friday
Went to Clarke Quay on friday after with my friend to meet my dear and the rest of bloggers who joined the nuffnang event, im sorry if anyone feels im arrogant but im not, i just dont know how to communicate with people. Joined the duck tour before left the event. 1 thing i would like to say bout the duck tour is its a great opportunity for me and my friend to see the view around the area because both of us are malaysian, but i dont think they coordinate or plan things nicely, no offence to all those who make this event come true, since you wanted to bring us on a duck tour for us to sight seeing then why do you have to bring us walk from Clarke Quay untill Boat Quay? then it would be like we have already see the area while walking? but anyway me and my friends enjoy ourself on the duck tour because we get see Merlion upclose because we never went over there before. Thank you Nuffnang for holding this event.

After the duck tour me and my friend head over to orchard because he need to use my laptop to send out his resume and we cannot do that in Clarke Quay is because everywhere is pack with people, so we head down to starbuck's in orchard beside paragon and my friend do his stuff while i take a short nap there. That night seems dead untill my friend's bro ask him whether we would like to join them over at Brix which is located at Hyatt Hotel. This is the 1st time i went into a pub in Singapore and man i do love that pub because its quite relaxing and doesnt filled with ah beng and ah lian talking loudly and dancing like a chicken.

Head back home at around 2am+ and play game till 5am before heading to bed.

Its been a few days since i posted. Anyway, i have changed my blog skin because a couples for people told me that its hard for them to access my tagboard, do give me some time to edit my blog skin because i dont have much time to spare for my blog because i need chiong O.T this month.

Went to watch Land Of The Lost with my dear at Tampines Mall.
This is the storyline...

Will Ferrell stars as has-been scientist Dr. Rick Marshall, sucked into one and spat back through time. Way back. Now, Marshall has no weapons, few skills and questionable smarts to survive in an alternate universe full of marauding dinosaurs and fantastic creatures from beyond our world--a place of spectacular sights and super-scaled comedy known as the Land of the Lost.

Sucked alongside him for the adventure are crack-smart research assistant Holly (Anna Friel) and a redneck survivalist (Danny McBride) named Will. Chased by T. rex and stalked by painfully slow reptiles known as Sleestaks, Marshall, Will and Holly must rely on their only ally--a primate called Chaka (Jorma Taccone)--to navigate out of the hybrid dimension. Escape from this routine expedition gone awry and they're heroes. Get stuck, and they'll be permanent refugees in the Land of the Lost.

For me, this movie is worth watching even though the storyline is not very good but at least the comedy in the movie makeup for the storyline, there's plenty of jokes and funny moments in this movie, even in 1 part i heard a few audiences clapping their hand, but please be reminded that this movie jokes are lame, so if you are not the type that likes lame jokes please dont waste your time on this movie.

My rating for this movie
Land Of The Lost - 3 of 5 stars

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I read this story in the newpaper last couples of day and i would like share with all of you and hopefully manage to raise some awareness about this disease and also hopefully everyone can play a part and help this girl.

'Yes mum, I'll fight monster'

LIKE any kid, little Charmaine Lim loves singing, dancing and cuddling up to her mother.

But unlike most carefree 4-year-olds, Charmaine has stage four cancer and is fighting for her life.

A rib cage that appeared to be higher on one side first alerted her mother, Ms Cynthia Lim, 29, that something wasn't quite right with her daughter.

A 12cm tumour was found growing in Charmaine's right adrenal gland, which is located above the kidney. The diagnosis came after several blood tests and scans at the KK Women's and Children's Hospital (KKH) in February.

The high-risk cancer was found to have spread to her bone marrow and bones.

Charmaine was diagnosed with stage four neuroblastoma, a kind of cancer that occurs in infants and kids.

This form of cancer usually arises in the adrenal glands or in the nervous system related to the adrenal glands.

Charmaine is undergoing treatment at the National University Hospital (NUH).

So far she has undergone four rounds of chemotherapy with surgery to remove the tumour coming up next week.

And if she continues with her treatment in Singapore, she will also undergo a bone marrow transplant after her fifth round of chemotherapy next month.

There is an alternative form of treatment offered in the US, but it is not certain whether Charmaine will be able to get it.

Nausea

Meanwhile, she has to grapple with difficult lifestyle changes.

She no longer mixes freely with other kids in the playground or attends nursery school, because her lowered immunity puts her at high risk of falling ill.

The chemotherapy has caused her once lush locks to fall out and her skin to darken. In addition, she suffers from bouts of nausea and vomiting.

Stage four neuroblastoma among children is rare, but Charmaine is not the youngest such patient in Singapore.

Dr Chan Mei Yoke, senior consultant of haematology and oncology services at KKH, said one baby had stage 4S neuroblastoma when it was born at the hospital a few years ago. The 4S category refers specifically to newborns with the condition.

She said there are about three to six new neuroblastoma cases a year in Singapore.

'This makes up roughly 6 per cent of all childhood cancers,' she said. 'Leukaemia is the most common form of cancer in children here.'

An NUH spokesman said its youngest patient is a 4-month old baby with brain tumour.

'Neuroblastoma is a very rare cancer. Leukaemia and brain tumours are the top two childhood cancers.'

The spokesman added that while neuroblastoma is rare, stage four is unfortunately common in those that suffer from this form of cancer.

She noted: 'It occurs about 41 per cent of the time.'

Stage 4S, which occurs in infants, in comparison, occurs in about six per cent of all kids with neuroblastoma, she said.

The condition is usually diagnosed by the age of 5 and hardly occurs after the age of 10, said the spokesman.

Despite the treatments, the odds of Charmaine's survival stands at a slim 20 per cent, according to her medical report.

Now her mother is 'hoping against hope' to boost her daughter's chances of survival.

Ms Lim is pinning her hopes on the alternative treatment called 3F8, which Charmaine's NUH medical report noted, could help boost her chances of survival to as much as 40 to 50 per cent.

But this treatment is available only at the Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center in New York.

It's also very costly - US$350,000, which is slightly more than $500,000.

That's a hefty sum for Ms Lim, a divorcee who quit her project management job at a water treatment company to look after her daughter full-time.

She is barely coping with the NUH medical bills which is estimated at about $80,000.

Next month or in August, Charmaine would either have to proceed with the bone marrow transplant locally or head overseas for several doses of the 3F8 drug.

Ms Lim is hoping to raise the $500,000 by then and is seeking help.

Her strong desire to save her daughter at all costs has changed her, she said.

'In the past I was more proud. I used to think that I could solve any problem on my own, but now I'm literally begging people to help me,' Ms Lim said.

She wants to do everything possible to keep her daughter alive. Most of all, she encourages Charmaine to fight on.

Perhaps Charmaine's fighting spirit is best seen when her mother talks about the 'monster' inside her.

She always replies: 'Yes, I will fight with the monster.'

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She gets by on donations, savings, but needs more

AS a mother, Ms Cynthia Lim had little interest in cancer - until her daughter was diagnosed with it.

'When I first found out (about the cancer), it was terrible,' she said.

'I couldn't stop crying because the fear of losing her is very great.

'Before this, cancer was a very distant topic to me, something which I didn't know much about.'

Ms Lim lives in a four-room HDB flat in Punggol with Charmaine, her son, Jase, 5, her cabby father, 67, and mother, 66, and a younger brother, 27, a civil servant.

Since quitting her job, she gets by on her savings and her ex-husband's monthly maintenance payments of $1,300.

With donations from friends and well-wishers amounting to about $50,000 and her own Medisave, footing Charmaine's local medical bills seems achievable.

But Ms Tan hopes to raise the $500,000 needed to seek treatment in New York to improve Charmaine's chances of survival.

To update friends on Charmaine's situation, as well as to seek donations, Ms Lim and three friends set up a blog, www.ourfeistyprincess.com, in March.

Friends like Ms Josse Tan, 37, are helping Ms Lim with the fund-raising.

She said: 'I told Cynthia that whatever is within your control, you do it. Whatever is not within your control, let it go.'

Charmaine has not let her illness and medical treatment affect her bubbly spirit and sweet nature.

While she was shy and wouldn't answer questions from this reporter, her personality shone through in other ways.

Her playful side came out when she bargained with her mother for more sweets.

Ms Lim said: 'Two for you and two for kor kor (Hokkien for big brother).'

But Charmaine responded coyly: 'No, four (for) me and four for kor kor.'

(I hope everyone will play apart in helping this girl so that she can have a second chance. You dont have to be generous and donate alot, i believe the population in Singapore should be at least 1.5million, even if 1 person donate $1 it will be more than enough to help Charmaine to undergo her treatment)

Let me show all of you something.

This picture is quite old, but do you know why i wanna post all this photos up??
It would be a nice place to visit right??
Guess what?? Charmaine may not have the chance to see all this nice place if none of you all willing to help..

Everyone please play your parts, any parties willing to go to public area to ask for donation please email me at eike87kusch@hotmail.com , i wanna play a part in helping Charmaine.

Hello to all those bloggers and friends who browse through my blog.
I feel its time for to share with you all about my life when im in penang till now where im working in singapore, i hope my post today will reach out to those who are currently in foreign country looking for job and those who think they have nothing left in their lifes.

I was born on 6th may 1987 in Penang, Malaysia.
I enroll in Trinity Methodist Church in Penang on year 1992 - 1993 before i move on to primary school on 1994 in Pykett Methodist (Now renamed to Sekolah Kebangsaan Pykett). I was actively involved in school activities such as Badminton, Table Tennis, Football and Athletic.
I would stay back after school everyday for my cca activities. Even though i represent my school team in Badminton and Table Tennis but i never got a chance to participate in any of the sport because of my school cancel all state competition on our school so that we can concentrate on our studies.
But that doesnt stop me from training everyday and eventually i managed to earn gold medal in my sports day for High Jump, 100 meters, 4 x 100 meters and Badminton for 3 years in a row.
I graduate from Pykett Methodist on 1999 after passing my UPSR with 3 a's for English, Malay and Maths before moving to Methodist Boy's School to start my Secondary school from year 2000 till 2004.

Everything went wrong went i mixed with wrong people and end up skipping school regularly and involed in fights. To make matter worst my love life came crushing down after one another and its a big blow for me so i tried to commit suicide in school by cutting my hand and swallow panadols at school and end up admitted to hospital for 4 agonizing days.
After i check out from hospital i thought things will be alright but i was wrong, everyday at school i have to go through numerous caunseling session which lasted for weeks because i dont cooperate with Befrienders ( Befrienders are a non profit organisation formed up to help those who have problem).
As you know when you are young and you have a hot temper, so regularly i would involved in fights in and outside of school, i even treated my parents badly and threaten to send my dad to old folk's home when im 21 if he keep on scolding me.

I believe most of the teenagers nowadays will go through the same probblem as me...you know why??
That's because we always keep all the problem in us and dont wanna share it with your parents.
You can ask my friends how many times my heart has been broken and how many times i tried to kill myself. Ask yourself is it worth it?
Everytime people look at my hand and ask me whats with your all the scars on your hand? I would tell them i commit suicide because of love, they would say im stupid but i never regret doing all that because thats my past, and without my past i wont be here writting about my life to share with all of you.

After i graduate from Secondary School even though i got expelled halfway through Sec 5 but im still allow to take my SPM i started my working life as an apprentice in Car Acssesories shop in Jalan Pahang which belong to my cousin's husband, i work there for 2months and before i quit there i managed to strike a deal with my cousin's husband to install Audio system in my car for RM2,000 which i told him i will pay him by installment.
I tried to work in quite alot of place in 2 years time even though i always work like 2-8monts for each job such as a waiter in Shangri La's Shang Palace, Duaria Motor's Kia as salesman, Eon's Mitsubishi as salesman, Sime Darby's Hyundai as salesman, Ss Realtor's as Property Agent and Citibank as Credit Card department, Cubar and Hardwicke @ Bistro as waiter cum bartender.
While working in all those job, 1 things i will never grow bored of and that is driving my car around. I started to race illegally in Gurney Roundabout when im 17 before started street's racing. My obsession for racing and styling keep growing till i wanna upgrade to a better engine so basically all my salary i get at the end of the month i will invest on my car.
Im driving a Proton Satria at that time which belong to my mother but i keep modding it till my mother dont even dare to drive it so the car can consider to be mine =) .
My passion for racing grew and i seek help from my mother to transplant an engine and with the financial support from my mother i managed to sought Mivec 1.6 RS which at that time cost around RM6.5k in Butterworth and i quickly pay RM500 as deposit.
A few days before i transplant my engine i was involved in an accident on Balik Pulau which almost took my life but i was lucky because my car was hold by 2 trees before my car manage to plunge down of the cliff. Because of the incident my mother dont allow me to transplant engine anymore.




2 years has passed since the accident and i managed to brain wash my mother to allow me to transplant engine because all my friends car is faster than mine because mine is just 1.3cc which is around 60horsepower?
I managed to transplant to Mitsubishi GSR 1.8T at last for RM10,000 but things doesnt end there because my engine was not in a very good condition so untill now i still havent fully mod up my car yet.

Im gonna fast forward now to 2008.
I managed to meet a girl which i think is the one i wanna spend the rest of my life with. Even though im 21 at that time and she is 30 but for me age does not matter because i trully love her alot, but in the end same she leave without a reason, feeling heart broken and got no path to walk i decided to take a risk and come to Singapore to start over a new life.
My life when i first started to come Singapore is as worst as hell because i got no friends at all and im staying at my aunt's place. She usually sleep at 10pm and back in Penang i usually sleep at 2am so i would go down to 7 eleven to buy newspaper and some snack and i would sit on the bench below my HDB to smoke and read newspaper till 2am before going back up to sleep.
This goes on for a few weeks and at that time i really feel like crying because there's no one there to support me and no one to talk to. But thanks to my friend back in Penang, he managed to get hold 1 of his friends number and tell him im down here so he contacted me and bring me around when he is free. He was a member of SPI (Singapore Paranormal Investigator) back then so he introduce me to join and i glad i did because from there i get to know Sponge and he is the 1st friend i know in Singapore and he would accompany me go out whenever i feel boring, so Sponge, thank you for what you did and i appreciate it.

It tooks me 2 months to find a job in Singapore, and since then i get to know more and more friends and i even get to find back my love life where i thought i lost forever here.

Sometimes when things doesnt go your way doesnt mean its the end for you, it just a new beginning.Please stay strong in your life and i believe things will go your way if you have a positif thinking.
For those who are job hunting in a foreign country like my good friends Euwayne, dont give up yet, i know its hard for you now because you have to depend on yourself, have faith in yourself, when i come to Singapore i would never imagine i would be able to survive on myself but i did.
Things doesnt come easily because if it does you will never appreciate it.

To those who feel that there;s no one to hear their sorrow please contact me, we may not know each other but i know how u feel and i would listen to your problem without complaining.
You all can add me in MSN - eike87kusch@hotmail.com

Please always remember that there are always people who are more unfortunate than you..

Sincerely,
BuRnInGsUnZ

let's recap what happened in the last couples of day starting from sunday which is 7th June 2009.

Nothing much happened on Sunday, me and my dear went to Science center and Da Vinci Exhibition to have a look at Da vinci invention. I wont say much bout the trip because i dont wanna spoilt the fun for those who havent go.

There's a few thing i dont like when i was in the Da Vinci exhibition hall is...

1. there is 1 couple there make fun of Da Vinci creation. Cmon man, if you dont like dont come in and to make yourself look stupid
2. there is 1 children keep on crying and shouting and this frustrate me alot.
3. all the painting and invention inside is all REPLICA !! . Why the fuck should i pay to see replica??
4. all around the exhibition hall there you will see a few LCD TV on the wall showing us information bout Da Vinci's Life or how the technic he used to paint, so as you know alot of people will gathered infront of the LCD and watch the documentary. I was standing behind this girl and she keep move her head, it was like when she move her head left i tilt my head right, then suddenly she tilt right again. Limpek sipek tulan because she keep tilting left and right. I feel like i wanna ask her whether she had some ecstassy before she come over??
5. everytime when i was watching the documentary confirm suddenly got 1 girl stand infront of me and block my view!! whats up with girls nowadays?? they dont know manners??

My conclusion..

My money i spend on the ticket on Da Vinci Exchibition is well worth it because i get to learn alot of stuff and also get to spend some understanding the passion my dear have for Da Vinci.

1 thing i would like to say is
"If Da Vinci is still alive today i believe those girls who block my view will be busy sucking Da Vinci's DICK especially the ecstassy girl because i think she is training how to BLOW Da Vinci's DICK if she could go back to the era of Da Vinci."



Friday, 5th June 2009

China man incident Part II
On thursday he told me to wait for friday because he wear slipper on that day. So the day have arrived and i confront him by walking in to his warehouse telling him that yesterday he told me to wait for today, so i tell him since today he wear track shoe then what he wanna do to me?
When he was about to stand up suddenly the head of security of the building showup and he showed me his badge and told me not to find trouble here.

Out of nowhere all my colleague rush in and 1 of them ask the security that he(china man) yesterday threaten to beat me today. The security ask all of us to go outside, so we walk to the loading bay and the china man ask one of my colleague to the toilet area and show him what happen the other day.

You know what he told my colleague?? he told him that he went in 1st then i barge in!! i just explode and went straight to him and before i manage to hit him my colleague stop me. Everyone gathered at the toilet area including head of security, china man's boss and his colleague.

All of them trying to calm me down and my warehouse security pulled me away and told me to calm down.

As the china man trying to explain to my colleague that im the one who started the fuss, my colleague tell him that the day of the incident time there got witness saw what happen and after that he just keep quiet.

The china man'a boss approach me and told me not to make any fuss because it is only a minor problem and so i agree and me and his boss shake hand while his colleague pull him back to the warehouse.

I tot everything is over untill he come out again and his colleague told me that he wanted to say sorry so i tot if he wanted to say sorry then maybe i should say sorry as well, but you know what he tell me??

The 1st sentence come out from his mouth is not "im sorry" but " you're the one who bang the door on me" i got so pissed off and i just shout FUCK YOU and i point middle finger at him. I cant really remember what he say after that but all i know is i keep cursing his family and point middle finger untill his colleague pull him back to the warehouse.

While halfway walking he turn back and he "Wo Men Chung Gua Ren Bu Shi Huan Ren Jia Pi Chong Zie" (We chinese dont like people to point us middle finger) and you know what i reply??

I shouted while pointing middle finger at him and say " Ni Bu Shi Huan, Ni Hui Chong Gua" (You dont like then you go back china lar)
All he can do is keep scolding and what i just keep waving goodbye to him till his colleague pulled him into the warehouse. So thats how it end with no one emerged victory.

After that my colleague say that i damn GuaiLan because im a foreigner as well and i call another foreigner to go back china LOL...

So after that we all just return to work as normal...

I guess this maids will become milionaire when they reached India.
You have to give credits to them for managed to pull this off.
I guess this phrase will be suitable for them.
"When you owe someone RM100, its your problem,
When you owe someone RM4million, its their problem"


TWO maids stole RM4mil worth of valuables and cash from their employer, a Datuk, while he and his family were holidaying abroad.
China Press reported that they stole jewellery, Rolex watches, ornaments and RM100,000.
The theft was discovered when the 45-year-old employer returned to his luxury home in Kuala Lumpur on Monday.
The two maids, who had been serving their employer for years, knew where the valuables were kept.
Immigration records showed that the maids left the country before the Datuk returned from his holiday. Kuala Lumpur police chief Deputy Comm Datuk Muhammad Sabtu Osman confirmed the case and said police were seeking the help of Interpol and the Indian police to trace the maids’ whereabout.

Today is not a good day for me, im just gonna cut all the crap bout goin to work and do my stuff.

So let's fast forward to lunch time. Usually i will take a nap while waiting for my colleague to help me to buy food because i lazy to walk all the way to food court. Im gonna fast forward again till i finnish my lunch.

Im walking out to the loading bay to throw my garbage, after that i wanted to go to the toilet and wash my hand but someone is inside so i waited outside, beside me was a china guy working in the warehouse just next to us and he is waiting to go to the toilet as well.

After awhile the guy come out so i as i was halfway entering the toilet door, the china guy waiting with me just now suddenly pull the door and i was like stuck halfway, at 1st i thought he accidentally do that, but out of a sudden he rush into the toilet and push the door to hit me because im in the way of the door.

I got pissed off but i still keep my cool and i look at him, he tell me that he is here 1st, i know that he waited for the toilet 1st, but i told him that i just wanted to wash my hand. You know what he do next?? He open the tab but he put his hand so near to the tab that i cant even get any water.

I guess you all know what happen next, all hell broke lose, i cursed at him..below are the conversation between me and him...in english but i speak chinese with him at that time.

Me - fuck your mother, whats wrong with you.
China guy - i was here 1st.

Me - i know, i just want to wash hand very fast only.
China guy - * splashed water on my face*

Me - Fuck You, what the hell you want!!

then his colleague come over and ask me what happen then he shouted at his colleague in chinese * Non of your business*.

I managed to wash my hand in the end so i walk out and just outside the toilet there is a chair and table where i sit there and smoke, his colleague is still standing there resting and my colleague which happen is there talking with his gf when the incident happened.

After he hang up his phone he ask what happen and i told him the story, then i turn over to his colleague and ask him whats wrong with that guy? He just shake his head.

I thought everything is over....untill he come our from the toilet and stare at me while i was still sitting on a chair at that moment. I look at him and ask him what he want summore? He told me that he mood is not good today so dont mess with him.
after that he say this to me.." Today i wear slipper, you dare you wait tomorrow!!"

I was like WTF?? what does it have to do with slipper? China people fight with safety boots?
I shouted back at him very loud ask him whether he want to fight or not?
anyway, my colleague got pissed off hearing him say that and confronted him, he pushed my colleague and my colleague shouted at him and tell him " Now you touch me, you wanna fight is it?? This is singapore you know, not china"

I grabbed a Mcdonalds lime green glass which are now available if your upsize your value meal and wanted to smash at his head but his colleague hold me hand and managed to pull the idiotic guy away.

A few of my colleagues hear my shouting in the warehouse so they come out and check what is happening so i tell them what happen and they are pissed off as well because the china guy splashed water on my face and threaten me. They told me i should have beat him just now because it like an insult to splash water on people's face.

After that smoke a couples more cigg before continue my work as usual.

Let's just see what will he do tomorrow. I cant wait to see. Oh yea, i found out there's already a few people wanted to beat him because of his attitude and he even tell the security of the building that he will wait him outside because the security move his stuff because his stuff is blocking the main power switch.

Thats all for now.. and screw you CHINA GUY!!! GO BACK AND TAKE CARE YOUR FARM MAN!!